Wow, I cannot believe I have allowed myself to go almost six months without writing a blog post. It has been a hectic past few months for my family and I. Between Nathan interviewing for several administration positions, putting our house on the market, and starting the process of building our dream home (which we cannot even break ground on until our current house sells), I haven’t had a moment to catch my breath. Now that my boys are finally asleep, I am going to take some time to play catch up with my hundreds of avid followers! (HA HA HA) This post will probably be a lot of jumbled up thoughts, memories and random information that I have been storing in my brain these past few months. So please bare with me. If there are spelling and grammar mistakes, know that I am writing this late at night, because I am finally alone with my thoughts for the first time all day (cue choir of angels singing)!
To sum up the past few months:
Nathan accepted a position as an Assistant Principal at the middle school in our current town, starting next school year. I am so incredibly proud of him! I could write a whole post on how much he does for his current school district and its community, but I will leave that for another time.
We have our home on the market, which is a very exciting but stressful step in our lives. As someone who is OCD when it comes to my home, I have a hard time with strangers walking around my house, just to decide whether they want to maybe make an offer on it. (Umm duh, it is amazing and you definitely want to pay full price for it!) A week ago, we dealt with an incident where one of the couples who viewed our home, had messed with our safe. This made my anxiety skyrocket and I turned into a panic monster about everything that looked to be out of place. Also, while I love having a clean home and do not mind the actual cleaning part, trying to keep it neat and clean for a showing that could pop up at any moment is stressful. I have two little boys named Aidan and Finn who live here. They cannot enter a room without leaving a trail of destruction wherever they go.
My 3 year old, soon to be 4 year old is potty trained!!! (Cue choir of angels singing again). He has also stopped napping, so I have lost that coveted two hours of me time. (Sad violin music starts up). In just the last few months I have seen him grow up so much. He is such a fast learner, has an amazing personality and loves to be active. I swear, both of my boys do not stop moving until their heads hit their pillow at bedtime. Even, then it takes several times to keep them in their room and explain that human beings need sleep to survive. Except moms, because we are superheroes. (Laugh, cry, Laugh, because we all know its the truth). Also, if you are getting annoyed with my little commentary in the parenthesis, you might want to stop reading now. I am on a roll and not stopping anytime soon! Aidan is going to be starting preschool this fall and I am so excited, but emotional at the thought my baby wont be home with me all day anymore. He has recently started coming up to me for random kisses, hugs and to tell me he loves me. Being a mom can be tough, but he sure makes it worth it.
Finley, my little wild child will be two in May. Oh how this child knows how to pull at my heart strings. One minute he is cuddling and giving me kisses and the next he is telling me to go away, only want daddy. Oh the toddler years, they have given me gray hair. Finn Finn or baby Orc Orc as his daddy and I like to call him, is obsessed with tractors. If I had a dollar for every time that child said his baby/toddler phrase, “Go farm, tractor, Papa, GiGi, cow, MOO,” I would be a very rich woman. I honestly believe God laughed when he gave me Finley. I can almost hear Him saying, this child is going to be just like her: emotional, loves sugar, has a temper, needs head and back scratched to calm down, gets hangry, stubborn and ornery as snot. While I will miss having both boys at home all day, I am looking forward to one on one time with Finn and watching him grow as a separate being from his big brother.
This past year I have been a leader in my town’s MOPS group, which I have absolutely loved. This position has allowed me to step out of my comfort zone and be more active within the group. We have such an amazing group of mommas this year. I feel so blessed to have connected with each of them and even strengthen our friendships. Even if I am exhausted, had a tough day with the boys or am dealing with a personal crisis, these ladies lift me up! One momma has helped me grow stronger with Jesus, another momma has helped me to find confidence within myself, a third momma has led me to a healthier lifestyle, and others have just been great listeners or shoulders to cry on when I needed them. (And there have been lots of tears!) As Nathan and I make these next steps toward selling our home and relocating, leaving these ladies is what breaks my heart. While I know we will all have to make an effort to see each other, I know these friendships are life long. I cannot imagine my life without these beautiful women in it. From the bottom of my heart, I am so grateful for my two years in MOPS. I have grown as a woman, a wife, mother, friend and finally a daughter of Christ. He led me to this group, and I am so blessed to have their support and love.
I am sure there are so many other things I could talk about, but the caffeine from my tea has finally worn off. Plus my little monsters will be awake in T-minus 7 hours. If you read all of this, bless you! It means a lot to have friends, family and strangers read my posts. Writing has become such a positive part of my life. Whether it is blog posts, letters to my boys or personal journals, I love being able to open up and share the good, the bad and the ugly of motherhood and life in general. So thank you my millions of followers ;P for taking the time to read about my life!
Love and Blessings,
Molly